What life?

What life?
Looking in face of my dear wife sleeps so deep......I do love her so much and she is my soul in deem.
But still something seems to get lost in here.
Not carrier, not money, not friendship, not science and not truth, either.

I think I am losing something. Something that I'm really not sure about.
Oh captain! where is my captain?
I won't count on science and neither truth nor religion.
Simply damn nothingness.... but only she can be the line between me and the real life.

How could I miss you? my dear.
How could I have life without you? my dear.
Life without you will be empty.
Life without you will be creeping.
Life without you will be only a misery rhapsody.

I just want to hold up, touch with, smell at, feel down and melt in thee in every minute in our life.
Our life may even end soon or later.
I'll still hold your hand, see into your eyes, love your every move and smile.
Just stand by thee when it comes up to you and me.
Oh captain, my captain, thee.
Come to me and please do not leave......until the day death tears us apart.
Maybe tomorrow will gonna be it, I should not be scared to me.

Please forgive me that sometimes I might get mind lost and angry.
You should not forget you are always on my mind in deem. In heaven or no better it can be just with you inside me and me in thee.
Oh dear! my dear!
Loved by thee truly and gracefully and joyfully. Although, life can be merely nothingnessly empty....